慰藉
纽约 夏季
索莱 索莱 Sole? Sole?
等我见完卡内姆教授再说 After I go see Professor Kanem.
卡内姆 Kanem?
卡内姆教授 它读起来就像一本小说 It reads like a novel, Professor Kanem.
记得打电话给我 海丽 Call me, Helene.
好的 Okay.
我想 等我一下 I want-- just one second.
我去了村子里 那里有山羊和鸡 You know I went to the village and we had goat and chicken
我把大家带到塞拉利昂来 and they are so excited for me
所以他们都很兴奋 to bring folks to Sierra Leon.
我们见面以来 Since we met,
我就一直在想这件事情 that's the only thing I can think about.
你父亲还好吗 How's your father doing?
呃 我的意思是 他很痛苦 Um, I mean, he's in a lot of pain,
但在这个阶段就会这样 but that's expected at this stage, so.
索莱 你知道我是真心 Sole, you know I really
希望你能去旅行的 对吗 want you to go on this trip, right?
我是真的想带你去 但即使你这次不去 You know, I, I really do. But there will be other trips
也会有其他旅行的机会 if you're not able to make this one.
-亲爱的 我只是 我不想让你后悔去这趟旅行 -哦 我不会后悔的 - Sweetie, I just, I don't want you to regret taking the trip. - Oh, I wouldn't.
为什么 我为什么要后悔和你一起去塞拉利昂呢 Why, why would I regret going to Sierra Leon with you?
我只是不想让你从你父亲的事上分神 I just don't want anything distracting you from your father.
但我已经花了一年的时间在他的身上了 But I've already taken a year off to focus on him.
你不知道你还能和他在一起多久 And you don't know how much longer you'll have with him.
你看 你又砸吧嘴 See there, you kissed your teeth.
我不应该教你砸吧嘴的 I should never have taught you how to kiss your teeth.
他 他会希望我和你一起去旅行的 He, he would want me to take this trip with you.
那你有没有问过他我能不能 Did you ask him if I could go to Sierra Leone
和卡内姆教授一起去塞拉利昂 with Dr. Kanem?
他还是没回应 亲爱的 He's still not responsive, honey.
和她在一起 和你的家人在一起 换一个地方 Being with her, being with your family, being in a different place
也许对你来说是最好的选择 may be the best thing for you right now.
我在想什么 我本应早有打算的 What was I thinking? I should've planned for this better.
如果不告诉你这个消息 你可能还会喜欢的 你就会回纽约 You know, you may like it, and before you know it, you'll be back in New York
开始你的大一生活 你以后还会回到这儿 starting your freshman year. You'll be right back here.
我可以让她签字把我托付给你 I can get her to sign me over to you.
-如果我那样做的话 -索莱 亲爱的 - If I do that then-- - Sole, sweetie.
他为什么要送我去和我从来没见过面的人 Why is he sending me to live with someone
-一起生活 -她是你的祖母 - I've never even met before? - She's your grandmother.
她是你的家人 你现在需要和她在一起 She's your family, and you need to be with her right now.
我很抱歉 亲爱的 I'm so sorry, sweetie.
洛杉矶 夏天
蹡蹡 亲爱的 Tada, darling
欢迎来到你的新家 你觉得怎么样 Welcome to your new home. What do you think?
我知道这儿 呃 和纽约不太一样 I know it's, uh, not quite the same as New York,
但是 你会喜欢的 but uh, you're gonna love it.
那是什么 What is that?
嗯 这算是监护权的转让吧 Um, it's a transfer of guardianship.
你和你的丈夫能带我来真的是仁至义尽 You and your husband were really kind to take me in,
但你真的不需要那样做 but you really didn't have to do that.
我 嗯 I, um,
实际上我的教授 呃 yeah, actually my professor, uh--
你说丈夫 Husband?
哦 上帝保佑你天真的心灵 Aw, god bless your heart.
戴维斯牧师和我 Pastor Davis and I are very
是亲密友爱的朋友 close and loving friends.
哦 好吧 Oh, okay.
看看你的皮肤 Look at that skin.
-你现在用什么粉底 -我没有化妆 - Now what foundation are you wearing? - I'm not wearing any makeup.
哦 天哪 我可是不化妆就不能出门 Oh my, I could never leave the house without my face.
-手伸出来好吗 -呃 我 Arm, please, yeah, I--
不会疼的 我需要你的建议 Painless, I need your opinion.
这只如何 嗯 There's this, hm?
问我可能不太合适 I'm probably not the best person to ask.
嗯 就是 你介不介意 Um, so yeah, do you mind
把我过继给海丽 signing over guardianship to Helene--
-你不想和我住在一起 -不 不是那样的 - You don't wanna live with me? - Well, it's not that.
只是我想在爸爸去世后 It's just I thought after daddy passed
我以为理所当然会和海丽住在一起 that naturally I'd stay with Helene,
因为她将会在今年秋天 because she's actually gonna be professor
-担任我的教授 所以 -亲爱的 - this fall, so it just-- - Darling.
你需要和家人在一起 You need to be with family,
而不是什么教授 not a professor at times like this.
-不 -她不只是我的教授 - No. - She's not just my professor.
她是 我最好的朋友 所以 嗯 She's... my best friend, so um--
你最好的朋友是你的教授 Your best friend is your professor?
我 我知道 我不了解你 Well I, I know, I don't know you,
但是我想要了解你 but I wanna get to know you.
我们 我们可以相互了解啊 We, we can still get to know each other.
事实上 我们一直在计划这次旅行 It's just that, it's, just we've been planning this trip
我们大概这一年都在准备而且不是每次都有机会去 for like, most of the year and the timing isn't--
我很抱歉 索莱 但我不会把你交给一个我不认识的人 I'm sorry, Sole, but I'm not turning you over to someone I don't know.
爸爸认识她 Daddy knew her.
-她不是陌生人 -是的 但他选择了我来照顾你 - She's not a stranger. - Yeah, and he chose me.
听着 我们在这儿会过得很好的 你会懂的 Look, we'll have fun here, you'll see.
呼叫 卡内姆博士
亲爱的 Darling?
在这房子里 我们不用反锁屋门 In this house we don't lock doors.
我想让你来见见我的朋友 I want you to come and meet some of my friends.
好的 Okay.
哦 为什么不穿裙子 Oh, why not a dress?
嗯 我唯一的裙子就是我在葬礼上穿的那件 所以 Well, the only dress I have is the one I wore to the funeral, so.
哦 看来我们得疯狂购物了 Oh, well we have to have a shopping spree.
好吧 快点 Alright, hurry.
刚刚好 Just right.
-嗨 姑娘们 -嗨 - Hi, girls. - Hi.
这是孙女 嗨 Granddaughter Hi.
我是南希 这是我的女儿 吉尔达 I'm Nance. This is my daughter, Gilda.
嗨 索莱 这里和纽约大不一样 是吧 Hi Sole. This must be super different from New York, huh?
哦 戴维斯牧师已经在里面了 Oh, Pastor Davis is already inside.
我们一直在讨论教堂的整修问题 We've been discussing the renovations for the church.
哦 好的 Oh, okay. Yeah.
-主啊 帮我为她祈祷吧 -嘿 邻居 - Lord, help me to pray for her. - Hey, neighbor.
不要和那个女孩讲话 Don't engage with that girl.
你今天不想说话吗 不 不 不 说真的 You don't wanna talk today? No, no, no, seriously,
-我觉得你有话要说 是什么 -让我们进去吧 - I think you have something to say. What was that? - Let's just go inside.
你肯定会觉得她该对谭雅的房子更尊重一些 You'd think she could have more respect for Tanya's house.
-谁是谭雅 -她的祖母 让她的灵魂安息吧 - Who's Tanya? - Her grandmother. Rest her soul.
但我知道谭雅不把那房子留给那个女孩是为了让她堕落的 But I know that Tanya did not leave her that house for that girl to destroy.
-她妈妈在哪儿 -我们都不知道 - Where's her mother? - None of us know.
我只是不知道她把保险金遗产花光之后会做什么 I just don't know what she's gonna do when that life insurance money runs out.
我们这儿有一些年轻女孩 There's some girls in our youth group,
她们会很乐意带你去购物的 they would love to take you shopping.
所以索莱 索莱 第一次见到你的祖母 So Sole, so Sole, what was it like
-你感觉怎么样 -很好 - meeting your grandmother for the first time? - It was fine.
我发现索莱小姐 Well I discovered that Miss Sole here
非常聪明 16岁就开始上大学了 is exceptionally smart and would've started college at 16,
但因为她父亲 她休了一年的学 but she took a year off because of her father.
艾琳告诉我你有兴趣 Irene tells me that you're interested
帮助非洲的儿童 in helping children in Africa.
我想帮助那些受战争影响的孩子们 I wanna help children that have been affected by war.
海丽 卡内姆博士 她在今年秋天 哥伦比亚大学 会担任我的教授 Um, Dr. Helene Kanem, she's actually gonna be my professor this fall at Columbia,
和她一起工作将会让我 and working with her will pretty much automatically put me
位居联合国志愿服务的前10%的候选人中 所以 in the top 10% of candidates to volunteer at the UN, so.
我们决定加入我们姐妹教堂会众 You know, we have decided to join our sister congregation
和她们一起去传教游行 in their missionary trip.
我们将一起筹集资金 We are gonna be fundraising together,
在你18岁生日的时候 and on your 18th birthday we are going to
-我们会去西非 -西非 - West Africa - West Africa
我们的传教之旅可以来一个徒步马拉松 We can do a walk-a-thon for the missionary trip.
锻炼的同时又能筹集资金 Exercising and raising money at the same time.
哦 甜心一定很兴奋 Oh, well sweetheart must be so excited
兴奋到没有碰过她盘子里的东西 that she hasn't touched a thing on her plate.
我是素食主义者 I'm vegan.
哦 我们的朋友路易斯也是那样 对吧 Oh, now our girlfriend Louise did that diet, right,
她减掉了30磅 and she what, she lost about 30 pounds
并且也像这样不吃肉或者其他的什么 or something like that.
亲爱的 你减掉了多少 Darling, how much weight have you lost?
我已经准备好了 I'm getting ready to get after it, and this is gonna be
这将会是一个高强度有氧运动 cardio-intensive, you guys.
-我们开始 -腿感觉在发热 - Here we go. - Legs are gonna be burning.
心率上升 Heart rates are gonna be up.
你做得很好 接下来我们要做的是前后跳跃 You're doing great. Next we're gonna go with a forward and backward hop.
呼叫：卡内姆博士
去纽约的航班
800美元 $800?
海丽 卡内姆博士
艺术补助金抗议
第四届年度艺术补助金抗议计划
决赛选手将飞往纽约参加由往届决赛选手主办的会议
两支及以上的团队
-留下吧 -不 操你妈 - Just stay. - No, fuck you
留下来 为什么 我不能 我不能 It's just, just stay. Why, I can't, I can't.
-我已经两天没睡觉了 就让我 别走 -贾斯敏 快去睡觉吧 - I haven't slept for two days, just let me let-- don't leave. - Jasmine, just go to sleep.
-别离开 -我的天 - Don't leave - Oh my God.
留下吧 拜托 Just stay, please.
你他妈的要走吗 Are you fucking gonna leave?
你他妈的要走 You're gonna fucking leave?
-贾斯敏 -那就走吧 走吧 - Jasmine. - Then fucking go, then go
滚 去你妈的 Go, fuck you
我永远都不会想了解她的任何事 这太可怕了 I'm just never gonna get to know her or anything. It's terrible
给我你的杯子 给我你的杯子 Here, give me your glass, give me your glass.
哦 谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
你会了解她的 You'll get to know her.
哇 我来解决 别担心 Whoa, and I'll get that, don't you worry.
我来解决 我来解决 I got it, I got it.
你能停下来吗 Would you stop?
-你怎么回事 -听着 - What is wrong with you? - Look, you've got to
-你得记住一点 -什么 - remember this. - What?
艾琳 她不是珀尔 Irene, she's not Pearl,
你也已经不是过去的你了 and you're not who you used to be.
知道同样的痛苦 Knowing that the same kinds of suffering
正降临在你的手足同胞身上 are being experienced by your brotherhood
甚至是整个世界 throughout the world.
在你经历了一切后 And after you have suffered a little while,
所有恩典之神召唤你 the God of all grace who has called you
在基督里得之永远的荣耀 to His eternal glory in Christ
并使你们回头 认同 will himself restore, confirm,
加强 重塑你自己 strengthen, and establish you.
首先是彼得5 9到10 First Peter 5, 9-10.
我们为什么不休息一下呢 Why don't we take a break?
今天早上怎么样 How did it go this morning?
我们进行了非常有趣的讨论 We had a very interesting discussion.
是关于信仰的 It was about faith.
我不明白她为什么 I don't understand how she doesn't believe
不信奉任何东西 there's anything out there.
我的意思是 不信上帝 I mean, no God?
索莱 Sole.
神父 稍等一下好吗 Father, why don't you give us a minute?
请你不要再告诉别人你不相信上帝了好吗 Would you please stop telling people you don't believe in God?
-在我的家庭里 我们信仰上帝 -我是一个无神论者 - In my family, we believe in God. - I'm an atheist.
你想为非洲人民做的这些事 Well you wanna do all those things for people in Africa.
传教之旅实际上是让我违背我的认知 Missionary trips are actually against everything I believe in.
牧师 你能告诉我17岁的孩子真知道他们相信什么吗 Pastor, would you please tell me what 17-year-old really knows what they wanna believe in.
许多17岁的孩子都是根据他们所相信的事情来改变社会的 Many 17-year-olds are responsible for changing society based on things they believe in.
卡内姆博士甚至说 社会需要更多地关注年轻人 Dr. Kanem even says society needs to tune into the youth more,
-这就是为什么如果你 -我不太关心你的什么教授 - and that's why if you-- - I could care less about what that professor of yours
说的任何事情 has to say about anything.
好了 女士们 我想你的祖母 Okay, ladies, I think that your,
只是想起了几年前 your grandmother is just recalling
她和你母亲也有过类似的讨论 a similar discussion she had with your mother years ago.
亲爱的 你找到了 Sweetheart, it's wonderful
值得相信的东西是很好的 that you found something to believe in,
但我只是想确保你相信的东西是对的 but I just wanna make sure that you believe in what's right.
她怎么能这么像她 How is she so much like her?
我们吃早餐 她不说话 We have breakfast, she won't talk.
我们吃午饭 她不说话 We have lunch, she won't talk.
我只想要我的生活 仅此而已 All I want is just to have my life, that's all,
但是她来了 珀尔的翻版 but here she comes, Pearl number two,
就像她母亲一样是个刺头 甚至更厉害 just stirring up trouble just like her mother but fatter.
艾琳 Irene.
-什么 -不 - What? - No.
现在你明白了吧 主从来不会对我们施加过多的压力 Now you know the Lord never puts more on us than we can bear.
我不能忍受 克莱 我做不到 Well I can't bear this, Clay, I can't do it.
-振作点 -嗯 - Come on. - Huh?
-振作 -好吧 - Come on. - Alright.
-好吗 -嗯哼 - Okay? - Mm-hm.
-你能再给我一杯马丁尼吗 亲爱的 -好 - Could you make me another martini, darling? - Yeah.
你是谁 Who are you?
-嗨 我从隔壁来 我 -真的吗 艾丽卡 - Hi, I'm from next door, I-- - Really, Erica?
就因为我上个星期跟别人做了 Just because I fucked somebody else last week.
他没事吧 Is he okay?
他只是在沉思他那该死的父亲 Yeah, he's just meditating away his fucked up father.
他甚至没有注意到我这一整周都没回家 He hasn't even noticed I haven't been home this whole week.
只要你愿意 你可以和我呆在一起 You can stay here with me as long as you want.
尼古丁 Nicotine?
尼古丁也是一种药物 Nicotine is a drug too.
那是什么 What is that?
是大麻 It's weed.
大麻不会致死 People don't die from weed.
你要去苏兹家吗 Are you going over to Suzy's house?
操她也不会让你感觉好点的 You know, fucking her isn't gonna make you feel better.
你知道的 对吧 You know that, right?
你真的要走了吗 Are you really leaving?
听着 你他妈的可以抽 Look, you can fucking smoke
你为什么要离开 待在这儿 冷静 待在这里 Why are you leaving? Just stay, chill, just stay.
-等等 等等 -不 - Wait, wait. - No.
你叫什么名字 What's your name?
古埃达多 Guedado.
嘿 古埃达多 Hey, Guedado.
嗨 我是索莱 Um, hi, I'm Sole.
实际上我需要你的帮助 And actually I need your help with--
-你们两个的帮助 我需要你们帮忙 -帮什么 - Both of you, I need your help with something. - With what?
好吧 这听起来有点奇怪 Okay, this is gonna sound a little weird,
但我需要组建一个小组 but I need to form a group.
我想拿到奖学金之类的东西 I'm trying to get this scholarship thing
那样我就可以回到纽约 so I can get back to New York.
-几天后就要交了 -纽约 - It's due in a few days and-- - New York?
-我已经有乐队了 -你是从那儿来的 - I'm already in a band. - Is that where you're from?
呃 是的 它不是一个乐队 Uh, yeah, um, it's, it's not a band.
它更像是一个抗议发声小组 It's, it's more like a protest performance group.
-你听说过造反猫咪吗 -嗯 - Have you heard of Pussy Riot? - Yeah.
所以你可以抗议 Yeah, so you would get to protest
反对任何让你生气的事情 against anything that pisses you off,
征用童兵 在战争中被强奸的女孩 环境问题 child soldiers, girls getting raped in wars, uh, environmental issues,
资本主义 呃 基督徒 任何 capitalism, uh, Christianity, just any--
-基督徒有什么问题 -你知道吗 - What's wrong with Christianity? - You know what?
我想要抗议那些当你请求成为他们巡演的伴舞 I would like to protest DJs who don't call you back
却不给你回电话的DJ们 when you ask to be one of their tour dancers.
哇 Wow.
好的 Okay.
当然了 但是我们必须在政治背景下考虑这个问题 Sure, but we'd have to politically contextualize that
所以这听起来没那么焦躁 so it doesn't sound so PMS-y.
哦 天哪 我愿意做你想的任何事 Oh my god, I would do whatever you want,
如果我们可以称自己为PMS-y if we can call ourselves PMS-y.
PMS-y PMS-y?
经前综合征 PMS.
这是一种女权主义 It's kind of feminist.
好吧 Okay, fine.
让我们庆祝一下 Let's celebrate.
-等等 但是 我们还没有做任何事情 -是的 - Wait, but, we haven't done anything yet. - Yeah.
洛杉矶 怎么样 Los Angeles, what's up?
哟 我有个好消息 Yo, I got great news.
我的乐队今天在欧洲巡演 So, my band just went on European tour today,
挑选了一大群 Picked a great group of
后备舞者和我们一起去 backup dancers to go with us.
美雅 蒂玛和南薇 Mya, Tima and Neveen.
欢呼吧 欢呼吧 欢呼吧 Give it up, give it up, give it up
看着脚下 Step.
哦 天哪 Oh God.
好 等等 Okay, one second.
好了 好了 Alright, here you go.
你能留下来吗 Can you just stay?
-现在快5点了 -还 还好吧 - It's almost 5:00 a.m. - It's, it's okay.
你可能还有其他事情要做 而不是和我一起出去玩 You probably have other things to do than hang out with me.
不 我只是 我不能被抓到 No, I just, I can't get caught.
你可以睡个好觉 这很好 You can sleep well, it's fine.
噢 Ow
你对这个PMS的事是认真的吗 Are you like serious about this PMS thing?
是的 相当认真 Yeah, pretty serious.
你女朋友很笨 You know, your girlfriend's dumb.
她不再是我的女朋友了 She's not my girlfriend anymore.
-她很笨 -好吧 - And she's dumb. - Okay.
你跟隔壁的女巫有什么故事吗 What's your story with witch next door?
那是你的祖母还是谁 Is that like your grandmother or something?
她是我妈妈的妈妈 She is my mom's mother,
但她否认了我的妈妈 but she disowned my mom.
我妈妈死于难产 My mom died in childbirth,
我爸爸最近去世了 and my dad recently died.
嗯 因为我没到18岁 他们 Um, and since I'm not 18, they...
-死亡 死亡 -让我和她一起生活 - Death, death. - ...sent me to live with
-我的最后一个活着的亲人 -死亡 - my last living relative. - Death.
那是她 所以 And that's her, so.
去他妈的生活 Fuck life.
这里 Here.
你为什么不去床上呢 Why don't we get you to bed?
不 不 我不想睡觉 No, no. I don't wanna sleep.
我去给你拿点水来 I just, I'll go get you some water.
你能和我一起躺一会儿吗 Will you just lay with me for a little bit?
拜托了 我发誓 我不会做什么 Please, I won't try anything, I swear.
停 Stop
听着 我再呆一会儿 好吗 Look, I'll stay for a little while longer, okay?
不能做一名舞者 Can't be a dancer with these.
你可以去搞PMS You can for PMS.
疼吗 Doesn't it hurt?
一开始感觉还好 It feels good at first.
就像性爱一样 Just like sex.
谢谢你照顾她 Thanks for looking after her.
还有什么让你感觉更好的 What else makes you feel better?
杰克丹尼 但你把它从我身边夺走了 Jack Daniels, but you took that away from me.
还有跳舞 And dancing.
PMS会议 明天下午4点
非洲最残酷的内战之一 One of Africa's most vicious civil wars
已经爆发了 战士们都是年轻的孤儿 has burst open. The fighters are often young orphans,
就像这个12岁的男孩 like this 12-year-old boy.
他在为给父亲复仇而战斗 He's fighting to revenge the death of his father.
土耳其朋克乐队为叙利亚难民筹集资金
52000名学生 教师HIV呈阳性
持不同政见者被迫害 Dissidents are silenced.
但人们仍在寻找抗议的方式 But people are still finding ways to protest.
我们是开普敦大学创意艺术系的学生
抗议艺术在巴勒斯坦和其他地方
街头艺术已经在网上疯传 Street art has gone viral.
这种队伍早就该存在了 This whole procession is long overdue,
因为这件事已经发生很久了 because this thing has been happening for long.
嘿 混蛋 你已经迟到三个小时了 操你妈的
请留下你的信息 Please leave your message.
你在干什么 我给你打了三次电话 What were you doing? I called you like three times.
你怎么来的这么晚 Why are you so late?
你想怎么做 What are you gonna be doing?
我不知道如何唱歌 跳舞或演奏乐器 I don't know how to sing or dance or play an instrument,
所以你们是我唯一的希望 so you guys are my only hope.
来吧 Come on.
让音乐告诉你该怎么做 Just let the music tell you what to do.
嘿 雅茨 来吧 Hey, Jazz, come on.
画吧 Draw.
我不会 I don't--
画就行了 Draw.
别再傻愣着了 Stop being awkward.
画就行了 Just draw.
这是断肢吗 Are those severed limbs?
我还看到了一张脸 你知道吧 I see a face in there too, you know.
这不是什么愚蠢的艺术学校的申请 This isn't some dumb art school application.
它必须与我的实践相联系 It has to relate specifically to my praxis essay.
实践 你的意思是练习吗 Praxis? Practice you mean?
当你把一个理论想法 Praxis. It's when you connect an intellectual idea
和实际行动相联系的时候 with on-the-ground service.
举个例子 好了 沃尔特 罗德尼 他 For example, okay, Walter Rodney, he's--
我不懂那些 I don't get it.
PMS计划必须明确的和 PMS has to relate specifically
社区里发生的事情联系起来 to issues going on in this community.
就像什么 拉梯高地的童兵 Like what, child soldiers in Ladera Heights?
不 我们必须提高我们的认知 No, we have to raise awareness,
和当代人的暴行联系起来 connect the, you know, the violence that people our age
力所能及的帮助一些在世界别处发生的问题 deal with over here with the stuff that's going on over there.
为什么对你这么重要 Why does it matter to you?
你怎么能不在乎呢 How can you not care?
他们的父母都被战争带走了 They have both of their parents taken away from them.
事情就是这样的 That's how it happens.
像你一样啊 Like you,
我们三个人都是 all three of us,
死亡眷顾了我们的生活 death has kissed our lives.
我们是 没有妈妈 三人组 We're a motherless trio.
所以 你是一个同龄人组织的组织者 So, you are an organizer with people your own age,
然后你在创作音乐和艺术 还闲逛 but you are making music and art and hanging out?
加州改变了你 California has transformed you.
我 我不 我不认得你了 I, I don't, I don't recognize you.
-这太棒了 -我不能呆在这里 - This is amazing. - I can't stay here.
我要回纽约 I'm coming back to New York.
纽约在这 纽约一直在这儿 New York's here. New York's been here.
我会一直在 I'll be here.
好了 女孩们 动起来 Alright girls, keep it moving.
呜呼 Woo
耶 Yeah.
哇 Woo
不许发讯息 No texting.
你的教授朋友可以等等 Your professor friend can wait.
哦 现在凯娜 嗯 玛莎要回去了 对吧 Oh, now Keena and, um, Martha have to head back, right?
他们必须处理一些事 They have to take care of some business.
我能和你们一起去吗 Can I hang out with you guys?
哦 如果你要那样的话 Oh, well, if you're gonna do that,
这是一张信用卡 here's a credit card,
就是为了万一你想去购物准备的 just in case you wanna go shopping.
我突然觉得有点头晕 I'm feeling a little lightheaded,
所以 我想我得回去吃点东西 so um, I think I'm gonna stay back and grab something to eat.
你真的想和我们一起去吗 还是你就是随口说说 Did you really wanna hang out with us or did you just say that?
-呃 -没关系 我们不会说的 - Well-- - It's okay, we won't tell.
万分感激 我 我需要研究一些东西 I appreciate that. I just, I need to study for something.
-研究 -大学的预科课程 - Study? - College prep stuff.
哟 嘿 Yo Hey
我一直在给你发短信 I've been texting you.
你刚才在哪 Where were you?
哦 Oh.
和这些优秀年轻基督徒一起出去玩 哇 Hanging out with these fine young Christians, wow.
靓妹们 Nice getup girls.
超级靓丽 Super bright and, yeah.
-嗯 好了 我 -来吧 - Um, okay, so I-- - Come on.
我只是需要研究一些东西 I just need to study for something.
好啊 去你妈的吧 Okay then, fuck you too then.
你今天会过得无比棒的 姑娘们 You have a fucking great day, girls.
你知道 她疯了 She's crazy, you know.
就像疯了一样 No, like crazy.
嗯 对不起 我只是不想她们告诉艾琳 Um, sorry, I just didn't want them to tell Irene.
-随便吧 -我在这儿了 所以 - Whatever. - Well, I'm here now, so.
-我不干了 去你的PMS计划 -你为什么这么生气 - I'm not doing your stupid PMS. - Why are you so angry?
不 别说话了 别说话了 虚情假意 你心里明白 No, stop talking, stop talking That was some fake shit and you know it
-我们走吧 我们走吧 -你心里明白 继续 -你在说什么 - Let's go, let's go. -You know it, continue... - What are you talking about?
闭上你的嘴 Shut the fuck up.
停 我讨厌这些玩意 Stop, I'm sick of this shit.
勒法和我 Lefa and I.
停 Stop.
我真希望我爸爸死了 I wish my dad was dead.
没关系 是真的希望 It's okay, it's true.
但是他没有死 Except it's not.
你会想知道如果你妈妈还活着 You ever wonder what it would be like
一切会是什么样子 if your mom was still alive.
我认为那样想没有什么用 I don't think it's productive to think like that.
为什么不呢 Why not?
因为那样想对任何人都没有帮助 Because it doesn't help anyone.
如果你父亲没有死 You would definitely not be here
你肯定不会在这里 if your dad didn't die.
好吧 我们现在可以走了吗 Okay, um, can we go now?
我需要去洗手间 I need to use the bathroom.
小便还是大便 Piss or poop?
第一个 但是 Number one, but...
听着 反正我们也该走了 Look, we should probably get going anyway.
我们需要开始着手PMS的事情 好吗 We needed to get started on the PMS stuff, right?
是的 我们当然要做 No, yeah, we definitely do.
-你不尿吗 -哦 - Don't you need to pee? - Oh.
你从未有过男朋友 You never had a boyfriend?
没有 No.
你只要把它抖掉就行了 You just gotta shake it off.
像这样 抖一抖 Like this, shake it.
-抖一抖 抖一抖 -弄我腿上了 - Shake it, shake it. - I just got some on my leg.
谁在乎呢 只是尿而已 Who cares, it's just pee.
有过女朋友吗 Ever had a girlfriend?
没有 No.
我敢打赌你从来没有被吻过 I bet you've never even been kissed.
那天晚上在派对上你吻了我 You kissed me, the other night at the party.
我吗 I did?
是的 Yeah.
这不算 Well that doesn't count.
你可以为你父亲的死感到庆幸 You can thank your dad for dying,
因为你要和古埃达多接吻了 because you are gonna kiss Guedado.
别说了 Stop.
真的 You are
很快就会发生 It's gonna happen soon
我想要你的灵魂 索莱 I want your soul, Sole.
-我不想装了 -嗯 什么 - I don't wanna wear a mask. - Um, what?
为什么我要抗议 我想做的就是跳舞 Why am I protesting and all I wanna do is dance.
呃 但是你在跳舞啊 Um, but you are dancing.
不 我跳舞只是为了给你行方便 No, I'm dancing in something that only benefits you.
哦 贾斯敏 Oy, Jasmine.
-这对她意义重大 听着 -哦 天哪 把它放回去 - This means a lot to her. Look. - Oh my god, put that back.
把它放回去 你在做什么 Put it back, what are you doing?
哦 我的天 Oh my god.
-也许它有助于你的 -我的什么 - Maybe it'll help with your... - My what?
你说跳舞会让你享受 You know, you said dancing makes you feel good.
拜托 雅茨 Come on, Jazz.
好吧 我们明天去教堂试试吧 Alright, let's just try it at the church tomorrow.
真的吗 好 我保证会很有趣的 Really? Okay, um, I promise it'll be fun.
我总是能很有趣 I always have fun.
只需要吻别 Just a kiss goodbye.
可以吗 就亲一下 Would you, a little one?
一下下 Little one.
你说什么我就做什么 I'll do whatever you say.
好吧 Yeah.
哦 我真想天天看着你 Oh I'd like to see the day.
哦 闭嘴 吻我 Oh shut up and kiss me.
-你取笑我 这不公平 -我出去了 - You tease me, that's not fair - I'm out.
待会儿见 Catch you later.
克莱 我什么都不会做 Clay, I won't do anything.
你走了 我就会想你 求你了 I miss you when you're gone, please.
你可太轻浮了 That was too easy.
你知道我很轻浮啊 You know I'm easy.
你知道我很轻浮 No, you know I'm easy.
我曾经 自慰过 I've-- hands to myself.
老实说 Honestly.
哦 Oh-ho
专业的来了 Technical.
我保证我不会做任何事 I promise I won't do anything.
你走了我就很想你 求你了 I miss you when you're gone, please.
你真可爱 You're so cute.
让我今天过得好点 Just makes my day go better.
一切都会好起来的 It's all gonna work.
-我动了哦 -会好的 - It's working. - It's working.
好了 好了 好了 好了 Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay
我们的声音太大了吗 Did we make too much noise?
哦 可能吧 Oh, oh yeah.
是吗 Did I?
你他妈的什么事 留个口信 What the fuck is up? Leave a message.
贾斯敏在哪里 Where's Jasmine?
她没有接电话 也不在家 She's, she's not picking up her phone, and she's not at home.
你想改天再做还是什么 You just wanna do this another day or what?
不 No.
你确定吗 You sure?
是的 Yes
转过身去 Turn around.
-就在这里 -不 啊 - Right there. Okay. - No, ah.
把这个换了 Put this one instead.
-好了 -好的 - Good? - Okay.
-对吗 -不 它倒过来了 - That right? - No, it's spinning around, it's the--
-是橙色 -我不知道 这不是 - Orange. - I don't know, this isn't...
别弄了 它不行 它不起作用 Just forget about it. It's not, it's not working.
不 很好 看 没事的 好吗 No, it's fine, look, alright. It's alright. Yeah?
拿着你的笔 很好啊 Hold your pen, it's fine.
你至少要把你的衬衫整一下 Would you fix your shirt at least.
-宝贝我 -不 不 不 整整你的领带 - Baby I -- - No, no, no, fix your tie.
那么 来这儿做什么呢 So, why was I here then?
因为我们一直都在筹备募捐活动 Because we were up late planning the fundraiser,
你晚上回家太危险了 and it was too dangerous for you to go home that time of night.
-你把一切都搞定了 -我知道 - You got it all figured out. - I do.
哦 该死的 宝贝 你让我迟到了 他们走了 Oh, fuck baby, you made me late, they're gone
操 哦 操 Shit, oh shit
我待会再来找你 艾伦和克伦肖 好吗 来吧 I'll be back for you later. Allen and Crenshaw, okay? Come on.
艾伦和克伦肖 她去了艾伦和克伦肖那儿 Allen and Crenshaw? What she going over to Allen and Cren--
-那是我的教堂 -我们最好到那去 - That's where my church is. - We better get over there.
对不起 我很抱歉 Sorry, I'm sorry
我的手机没电了 他的手机也没电了 My phone died, his phone died.
嗯 我们有摄影师了 好的 Um, we have a cameraman, okay.
嗯 我的衣服呢 Um, do, do you have my outfit?
在车里 It's in the car.
关键要做什么 What's the point?
看 很好 他妈的 很痒 See, it's good. Fuck. It's itchy.
他在那里 你跳舞 Yeah, right he's there and you're dancing
所有的海报所有的东西 and all of the posters and everything.
确保是关于海报内容的就行 Maybe just kind of make sure it's about the poster
录到相机上 and turn it towards the camera.
不 不 不 No, no, no, no, no, no
雅茨 不 我不 你偏离主题了 Jazz, no I don't-- you're taking away from what we're trying to talk about
什么 你说我们想抗议什么就抗议什么 What, you said it's a protest against whatever we wanted,
所以我抗议的是 荡妇的羞耻感 so I'm protesting against slut-shaming.
-不要 -我知道我在做什么 - Don't, - I know what I'm doing.
海报要在前面 It's the poster in front.
-不 停下 -这不 它不能 - No, stop. - It's just not-- it can't--
这不是我想要的 It's not what I want.
你明白了吗 Are you getting this?
停下 你为什么要这么做 Stop it, why are you doing this?
不是这样的 It's not what it--
贾斯敏 汤普森 这种情况你的祖母会怎么说 Jasmine Thompson, what would your grandmother say right now.
-索莱 -把这些乱七八糟的东西从我教堂里弄出去 - And Sole-- - Get all that mess down from my church.
-这就是你报答我的方式吗 - Is this any way to thank me for taking you in.
这就是你父亲教导的吗 哦 我的主啊 Is this how your father raised you? Oh my Lord.
克莱 给我你的电话 我要报警 Clay, give my your phone, I'm calling the police.
- 有伤风化 -拜托不要报警 - ...indecent exposure -Please don't call the cops.
这是明摆着的 这是抗议 Understand, it's plain as day. Let us-- protesting.
你在抗议什么 What are you protesting?
这是我的大学申请 It's for my application.
我要做个视频 I have to make a video for--
-好的 我很抱歉 艾琳 -什么类型的教育 - OK, I'm sorry, Irene-- - What type of education
这是你想要得到的吗 is it that your trying to get?
如此尴尬的生活 Such embarrassing life.
克莱 我很抱歉 Clay, I'm so sorry.
我不会听你解释 We are not going to talk.
你知道 我 你 You see, no-- I-- You--
贾斯敏 那个家伙拿着我的手机 里面有录像 我的申请明天截止
拜托 贾斯敏 Come on, Jasmine.
是我 It's me.
-你在这里干什么 -我要把你从监狱里弄出来 莴苣姑娘 来吧 - What are you doing here? - I'm breaking you out of jail, Rapunzel, come on.
这是毫无意义的 It's pointless.
好吧 那我就呆在这里 Okay, then, I'll stay here.
对不起 我把它搞砸了 I'm sorry I fucked it up.
我不知道我怎么了 I don't know what's wrong with me,
我真的很想让PMS发挥作用 I really wanted PMS to work.
不 你没有 No, you didn't.
我真心的 Yes, I did.
这是我多年来最有趣的经历 That's like, the most fun I've had in ages.
好了 已经晚了 贾斯敏 Okay, it's late, Jasmine.
-我累了 -好的 那么 - I'm tired. - Okay, then.
我就呆在这儿陪你 I'll just stay here, keep you company.
我不需要助眠 I don't need help sleeping.
你的大姨妈 Your period.
-哦 操 -你在做什么 - Oh shit. - What are you doing?
怎么了 我只是想找内衣 What the heck? I'm just trying to find underwear
或者是卫生棉条之类的 or a tampon or something.
谢谢 Thank you.
这是什么鬼东西 What the fuck are these?
你知道吗 古埃达多 很可能 You know what, Guedado, would probably
会喜欢这种奶奶内裤 be into these granny panties.
真他妈的丑 Fucking ugly.
-古埃达多想你了 -够了 - Guedado misses you. - Stop.
你太健忘了 他喜欢你 You are so oblivious, he's into you.
但我不是他喜欢的类型 But I'm not his type.
他喜欢什么类型的 自作聪明的 And what is his type, smarty pants?
男人们喜欢音乐 就像那种女孩 Guys into music like girls who look like --
-我打电话给警察 -她只是来把我的电话给我 - I'm calling the police. - She just came to give me my phone.
-我不会让我的孙女被你带坏的 -放开我 - I will not have my granddaughter spoiled by you. - Get off me
-放开 -艾琳 她是我的朋友 - Get the fuck off me. - Irene She's my friend.
我是你的合法监护人 只要你在这个屋檐下 I am your legal guardian. And as long as you're under this roof,
你就照我说的做 现在我说 you do what I say, and right now I say
你离这个女孩远点 you stay away from this girl.
好 如果她走 我也走 Fine, if she goes then I go.
不 你 你回来 No, you-- You come back here.
回去找戴维斯牧师吧 我懂 Go back to Pastor Davis, I know
他在房间里等着你 he's waiting for you in the room.
做爱 Have sex.
哦 天哪 我没料到会这样 Oh my god, I was not expecting it to go down like that.
像这样一团糟 Like at all.
-嗯 -好了 闭嘴 - Um? - Yeah, shut up.
闭嘴 我要走了 Shut up, I was leaving.
闭嘴 我不想听 Shut up, I don't want to hear it.
你在做什么 What are you doing?
哇哦 Pow
天哪 你们什么时候做的 Oh my God, when did you guys do this?
哇 Wow
这是为了什么 What's this for?
用蘑菇茶庆祝 Mushroom tea ceremony.
女性的上帝 The feminine god.
那是什么 What's that?
这是我们编造出来 Just something we made up.
敬PMS 敬三个没有母亲的灵魂 To PMS, to the trio of motherless souls.
干杯 Cheers.
-好了 现在会发生什么 -哇 - Okay, now what happens? - dang.
它会让我兴奋吗 Is it gonna make me high?
我们要创造艺术 好吗 We are gonna make art, okay?
今晚我们要拍出片子 And we are going to film this tonight
我们将会为了你的申请 and we are going to make the perfect PMS video
-制作完美的PMS视频 -好的 - for your application. - Ok.
我 我不这么认为 I-- I don't think that --
-你在抗议什么 -死亡 - What are you protesting? - Death.
-我的天 -你不能抗议死亡 - Oh my God. - You can't protest death,
这是不可避免的 it's inevitable.
准备好了吗 Ready?
我准备好了 我准备好了 I'm ready, I been ready.
你在抗议什么 What are you protesting?
生活 Life.
-你感觉到了吗 -是的 - You feel it, huh? - Yeah.
我是属于派对的孩子 我是属于派对的孩子 I am the party kid. I am the party kid.
我可以品尝每一个葡萄 I can taste every atom.
我敢打赌如果你演奏了 我感受到你的音乐像是 I bet if you played, I could see your music on like--
最后一个 最后一个了 Last one, the last one.
哦 Oh.
是的 是的 是的 Yes, yes, yes, yes.
-来吧 -来吧 把它脱下来 感觉会很好的 - Come on, please. - Come on, take it off, it feels good.
让我把你拍下来 Let me film you.
我讨厌今天早上 I hated earlier today.
别玩了 等一下 我很抱歉我迟到了 Don't play, just wait, I'm sorry I was late.
-我知道 -我很抱歉 但是 - I know. - I'm sorry, but,
但我尽了最大努力 but I did my peak effort.
我当时 我想要颠覆 I was-- I was trying to be subversive.
我为你做了研究 这是来自象牙海岸的传统舞蹈 I researched for you, and it's a traditional dance from the Ivory Coast.
这就像电臀舞 这很好 It's basically like twerking. It's nice.
我们非要加一些非洲的传统元素吗 Should we be on some traditional African shit in it?
非要与父权制遗产和巨大分歧相关吗 To hell with the legacy of the chasm and patriarch,
-父权制 -父权制 - patriarchy - Patriarchy.
我知道 我明白 我也很聪明 我明白了 I know, I understand, I'm smart too, I get it.
我刚看了视频 So, I just watched the video and
这很叛逆 你很脆弱 你在展示自己 it's risqu¨¦, you are vulnerable, you're showing yourself.
天啊 这视频太酷了 Oh my God, the video is so cool.
把它脱下来 感觉会很好的 Take it off, it feels good.
我自由了 哦 我觉得很自由 I'm free. Oh, I feel so free.
为申请制作完美的PMS视频 Make the perfect PMS video for your application.
他们会给你一个面试机会 我想一旦他们和你谈过之后 They're giving you an interview, and I think once they talk to you,
-他们会有同样的感觉 -那很好 - they'll feel the same I feel. - It's good.
我们必须去购物了 We totally have to go shopping,
我们要把你打扮的漂漂亮亮 好吗 we're gonna find you the most awesome outfit, okay?
索莱 这太可爱了 Sole, this is so cute.
试试这个 Try this on.
来吧 试一试 Come on, try stuff on.
你能转过身去吗 Can you turn around?
谁在乎 是我诶 Who cares, it's just me.
我需要你转过身去 I need you to turn around.
你很脆弱 你在展示自己 You are vulnerable, you're showing yourself.
把它脱下来 感觉会很好的 Take it off, it feels good.
你需要我帮你把拉链拉上吗 Do you need me to help you zip it?
-拉不上的 -能拉上 - It's not gonna zip. - It is.
只要往上拉 就可以了 Just lift it up, it's okay.
-索莱 宝贝 -看你的屁股 - Sole, babe. - Look at your butt.
你可以试试其他的 看 You can try on other things, look?
这 这看起来更 像 我 This is-- This looks more, like, me.
嘿 你没事吧 Hey, are you okay, here?
你还好吗 听着 我要带你去最好的 You good? Look, I'm gonna take you to the best
披萨店 他们也有素食披萨 所以 pizza place, and they have vegan pizza too, so.
我需要找点衣服穿 I need to find something to wear.
-好的 那我们去另一家商店 -我不是想去挑衣服 - Okay, we'll just try another store. - I'm not going to find anything.
来吧 我们去吃比萨吧 Come on then, let's go get pizza.
我不要吃披萨 I don't want pizza
跟我谈一会儿 You talk with me for a bit?
-好 -这个奖学金 - Okay. - How does this grant
怎么能说服你祖母 work with your grandma?
我只需要得到它 I just need to get it.
嗯 你会得到的 M-hm, you'll get it.
-你这么想吗 -嗯 - You think so? - M-hm.
你知道 我很欣赏你为了实现目标的做法 You know, I admire the way you're going for what you want.
如果我父亲没有给我支付纽约大学的学费 我就不会 If my dad didn't pay for NYU, I wouldn't think
想去争取奖学金完成学业 to do all this work for a scholarship.
谢谢 Thank you.
我喜欢你 索莱 I like you, Sole.
我非常喜欢你 I like you a lot.
不要死 Don't die.
他看着我表情很好笑 He looked at me all funny.
天哪 因为你很有魅力 God, cause your hot.
哦 操 Oh, shit.
不好意思 对不起 伙计 对不起 Excuse me, sorry, man, excuse me, sorry.
对不起 我没看见你在那儿 Excuse me, I didn't see you there.
慢慢吸 慢慢吸 Hold it in, hold it in.
我被呛到了 吸了一大截 I'm fucked up, smoking one joint.
等等 这会让我感到饿吗 Wait, is this gonna make me hungry?
会 会有饥饿感 Duh, it called the munchies.
哦 我做了一个乐乎的主页 里面展示了很多不同的想法 Oh um, I made a Pinterest board full of like different ideas
还有服装 不要光靠你的搭档 and costumes. Don't fall on your pals.
天啊 你要死了 你要死了 Oh my God, you're dying, you're dying.
好了 给我 Okay, give it here.
干杯 干杯 Cheers, cheers
哦 我的天哪 Oh my God.
哦 我的天哪 Oh my god.
你还好吗 Are you good?
你怎么喝成这样 How come you're drinking?
我不想一直想着我的面试 Didn't want to keep thinking about my interview.
希望他们能看到 Hopefully, they'll see what
我想用PMS表达的东西 I'm trying to do with PMS's,
植根于年轻人心底 给他们传达一种声音 rooted in giving youth a voice.
你在想什么 What are you thinking?
我想吻你 I want to kiss you.
我能吗 你不愿意我就不会做什么 Can I, I won't unless you're serious?
-嗯 -嗯 - Hm. - Hm?
嗯 Um...
我想我渴了 I think I need some water.
-你不想 -你在笑我 - Don't you want-- - You're laughing at me.
我没有 I'm not laugh--
我是和你一起笑 I'm laughing with you.
看着PMS 你可以发现 Looking at PMS, you can see that--
看着PMS 我们每个人 你可以发现 Looking at PMS, each of us-- You can see that--
以不同的方式处理图像 Approaches the images differently--
如果我得到这笔奖金 当我去塞拉利昂的时候 我就不仅仅代表我个人了 If I receive this grant, when I travel to Sierra Leone, It won't just be me
-告诉他们如何 -我们可以偶尔点批萨 - telling them how to-- - Can we order pizza sometimes.
你可以点 我在理清我的思路 You can order it, I'm doing a cleanse to clear up my mind.
如果我得到这笔奖金 当我去塞拉利昂的时候 If I receive this grant, when I travel to Sierra Leone,
看着PMS 你可以发现 我们每个人都接近 Looking at PMS, you can see, each of us approaches the--
真正的奥秘 A real arcanum.
哦 Oh
你为什么不问问她呢 Why don't you just ask her.
我投降了 I'm surrendering, I'm not going
我不会再强迫她回到这里了 to force her to come back here.
艾琳 停下 Irene, stop.
哦 Oh.
主啊 让我放手吧 Lord, help me to let it go.
我知道他会把她带回到我身边的 You know, I know that He's going to bring her back to me.
还有 And--
索莱 Sole.
你很性感 You're hot.
他们会爱上你的 好了 They are going to love you. Ok.
噢 Ow.
就像海丽 卡内姆博士说的 As Dr. Helene Kanem would say,
实践才能展示天赋的真正价值 practice is worth all the gifts.
我父亲是个不折不扣的信徒 Okay, um, my father was a strong believer that
非洲人应该主导他们自己的发展 the African should be at the head of their own development.
我们需要联系起来的东西 The stuff we need connected--
是一切开始的地方 ...is where it all begins --
我的父亲 My father--
索莱 Sole?
-你想和我谈谈吗 -嗯 - Do you feel like you can talk to me about stuff? - Hmm?
你能和我谈谈面试相关的东西吗 Do you feel like you can talk to me about stuff?
嗯 当然可以 Yeah, sure.
好了 实际运用 实际运用 实际运用 Okay, praxis, praxis, praxis.
你喝的是什么 上次你正儿八经吃饭是什么时候 What is that piss? When the last time you had real food?
这是功能饮料 你也可以试试 It's an energy cleanse, you should try it.
嗯 不 Um, no.
索莱 Sole.
听着 Look.
你停下了 You stopped?
是的 Yeah.
好吧 Okay.
如果我们将自主权与实践联系起来 那么我可以 If we tie in autonomy with praxis, then I can--
本来我想作为一个惊喜告诉你 I was gonna save this for a surprise,
我可能要去纽约 but I might be going to New York.
好 实际运用 实际运用 Okay, praxis, praxis.
我提交了PMS的素材 I just submitted the PMS footage
我想申请奖学金 and I'm up for a scholarship.
什么 What?
是的 我进面试了 Yeah, I got an audition.
在一周之内 It's in a week.
你提交了我的素材 You submitted my footage.
好了 听着 这是 你不吃东西 Okay, see, look, this is-- you're not eating
你的行为真的很奇怪 很奇怪 and you're acting really strange, really weird.
-我是那个奇怪的人 哇 -是的 你是那个古怪的人 - I'm the weird one? Wow - Yes, you are the weird one.
-你的行为很怪异 -我不是那个自残的人 - You're acting weird. - I'm not the one with scars all over my body.
我不能相信 I can't believe--
我找到了你的药 I found your pills.
你经历过我的绝望吗 You went through my shit?
这些是什么 What are they?
我 我真不敢相信你能理解我的遭遇 I ca-- I can't believe you went through my shit.
我不是故意这么做的 I didn't do it on purpose.
-闭嘴 闭嘴 -我找到了这些 - Shut up Shut up - I found them.
我 我不能 I-- I can't.
索莱 Sole.
他妈的 Fuck.
我能抽支烟吗 Can I have a cigarette?
我很担心你 你知道的 I'm worried about you, you know.
等等 等等 Wait, wait, wait.
贾斯敏怎么了 What happened with Jasmine?
你担心贾斯敏 You're worried about Jasmine.
-不是那样的 好吗 -什么 - Not like this, okay. - What?
拜托 停下 停下 Come on, stop, stop.
算了吧 Forget it.
别碰我 Don't touch me.
索莱 到底怎么了 Sole, what the hell?
你真是个渣男 You're such a hypocrite.
你在说什么 What are you talking about?
你真会装 但你的老二不会 You're a good liar, but your dick isn't.
去你妈的 你从来都不喜欢我 Fuck you, you never liked me.
我很喜欢你 我只是想谈谈 I do like you, I just want to talk right now.
为什么每个人都他妈的想谈谈 Why does everybody want to fucking talk?
嗯 Huh?
如果你再靠近一点 我就尖叫 If you come any closer, I'll scream.
索莱 Sole.
索莱 你吃了什么 Sole, what did you take?
你吃了什么 What did you take?
好了 她睁开眼睛了 Okay, she opened her eyes a little bit.
我不知道她是不是 我们应该带她去医院吗 I can't tell is she's-- should we take her to the hospital?
好了 Here we go.
谢谢你 亲爱的 Thank you, darling.
哦 电话 我快炸了 Oh, phone, am I blowing up.
亲爱的 索莱的电话 Honey, it's Sole.
-你好 -戴维斯牧师 我是贾斯敏 我找到了索莱 - Hello. - Pastor Davis, it's Jasmine, I found Sole
她昏过去了 我不知道什么情况 and she's passed out and I don't, I don't know.
好了 走吧 走吧 Well, come on, come on.
请留下你的信息 Please leave your message.
她只是在喊救命 She's just crying out for help.
你得问问上帝该怎么做 You need to ask the Lord what to do.
我确实问过上帝 I did ask the Lord.
我一遍又一遍地问上帝 I've asked the Lord over and over again.
我在为珀尔祈祷 我一直在为索莱祈祷 I was praying for Pearl, I've been praying for Sole.
但我知道 我知道这种信念没有起作用是因为我不知道该怎么做 But I know, I know that faith without works is that I just don't know what to do.
上帝啊 你是见证者 我问过你 Lord God you are my witness, I have asked you,
我需要做点什么 我需要做点什么 I need to do something, I need to do something,
我只是不知道怎么做 I just don't know.
索莱 你让人印象深刻 卡内姆博士是对的 你看起来比实际年龄要成熟 Sole, you're impressive. Dr. Kanem is right, you seem older than you are.
谢谢你 卡内姆博士的项目对我来说很重要 我真的很渴望参与进去 Thank you. Um, Dr. Kanem's work is really important to me, and I am really eager
继续成长 尽可能地向她学习 to continue growing and learning from her as much as possible.
好吧 我们来谈你的项目 你未来的愿景 告诉我你的缺点 Okay, well, we spoke about your project, your future visions. Tell me about your weaknesses,
你在努力解决的问题是什么 what is it that you grapple with?
缺点 Weaknesses?
我 我比较 I-- I tend to
我认为我不需要任何人 think I don't need anyone.
但是 But...
我需要 I need...
我的意思是 我们都需要别人 I mean, we all need someone.
很有深意 That is profound.
好了 这是我最后几个问题 就这样 Well, last few questions from me, that's it.
谢谢你 我很感激这次机会 Thank you, I appreciate the opportunity.
别那么沮丧 你合格了 Don't look so disappointed, you got it.
我有奖学金了吗 I have the grant?
谢谢 谢谢 Thank you. Thanks. Um..
好的 再见 Okay, bye.
你他妈的什么事 留个口信 What the fuck is up, leave a message.
嘿 嗯 Hey, um...
我得到了奖学金 I got the grant.
你去面试了吗 Did you go to your audition?
我 我希望一切顺利 I-- I hope it went well.
你今天没有去面试吗 Don't you have an audition today?
-嗯 -面试 - Hm? - The audition?
不 不 不 不 是明天 No, no, no, no, that's tomorrow.
你要去哪里 Where are you going?
我可以问你一个问题吗 Can I ask you a question?
你为什么不让我去你的巡演呢 Why didn't you want me to be on your tour?
把你的电话给我 我就告诉你 Give me your phone, trade.
你说你的面试是明天 但是你的手机日历上写着 You said your audition was tomorrow, but your phone calendar says
-应该是30分钟前 -好吧 - it was 30 minutes ago. - Okay.
所以你都不为自己而展现自己 那凭什么希望 So you don't show up for yourself, so why do you expect me to think that
我会觉得你能为我展现你自己 you would show up for me on tour?
除了我自己没人在乎我 你知道的 Nobody takes care of me but me, and you know that.
贾斯敏 从我认识你开始我就没这么觉得 Jasmine, that is not true as long as I've known you.
我的意思是 你必须自己争取 I mean, you have to put out for yourself.
-你必须去做 你必须去为之努力 -嗯哼 - You gotta do it, you gotta go for it. -Mhm.
否则 我该怎么想 你知道吗 Otherwise, what am I supposed to think. You know?
喏 你有一个索莱的未接来电 Nah, you got a missed call from Sole.
跟我说说索莱 已经有多糟糕了 Talk to me Sole, how bad is it?
你是得了贪食症吗 Are you bulimic?
我看起来像贪食症吗 艾琳 Do I look bulimic, Irene?
让我来帮你吧 拜托 Let me help you, please.
我只要你让开 I need you to back off.
哦 我的天哪 哇 Oh my fucking gosh, wow.
我们可以找一个好医生 一个专家 We can get a good doctor, a good therapist,
-有时候上帝还有别的计划 -去他妈的上帝 艾琳 - Sometimes God has other plans. - Fuck God, Irene.
我很抱歉 I am so sorry.
-你只是 -停下 好吧 你不是我妈妈 -我还是你的家人啊 - You just-- stop, okay you're not my mother. - I'm still your family.
放开我 我想进屋 Leave me alone, I want to get in the house,
你不明白 you don't get it.
亲爱的 这就是我们的全部 Sweetheart, we're all we have.
这不公平 It isn't fair.
我知道这不公平 我知道这是不公平的 这是不公平的 I know it's not fair, I know it's not fair, it's not fair.
我不 我不需要你抱着我 放开 I don't-- I don't want you to hug me, just don't.
我知道这很难 亲爱的 I know this is hard, darling.
我也很生气 我也很生气 I'm angry too, I'm angry too.
哦 你可以 亲爱的 哭出来吧 Oh, you can my dear, yeah, come.
我只想要我爸爸回来 I just want my dad.
我知道 我在这儿呢 I know, I am here.
-我在这儿 -我不想呆在这里 艾琳 - I'm here. - I don't want to be here, Irene.
我知道你不想 I know you don't.
-不 我 -你想去纽约 - No, I-- - You want to be in New York.
我不会阻止你的 And I'm not going to stop you.
你不会 You won't?
我将尽我所能来帮你 I'm going to go everything that I can to help you.
为什么 Why?
我希望你快乐 I want you to be happy.
我希望你能平静下来 I want you to be at peace.
你知道吗 And you know what?
也许我错了 也许我还能成长 Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I can grow too.
我还可以学习 I can learn too.
请给我一个机会 Please give me a chance.
我妈妈真的有贪食症吗 Was my mother really bulimic?
是的 Yes.
我发誓 我以前从来没有吃过垃圾食品 I've never eaten out of the trash before, I swear.
我不想再这样了 And I don't want to do it again.
在我身上发生了一些事情 我开始变了 Somethings wrong with me, somethings happening to me.
我很害怕 And I'm scared.
我不能停下吃东西 I can't stop eating.
我现在和你在一起呢 I am here with you now.
我们可以解决的 现在我在这儿呢 We could deal, now that I'm here.
我在这里呢 亲爱的 I am here now, darling.
我在这里 I'm here now.